Strumming Some Heartstrings. Thursday, December 31, 2009
People alert! at 7:28 AM-
Fuck, look @ the time now. I AM DEPRIVED OF SLEEP OMG. I am heading for K lunch later lah!!!!! WALAU. Kill me, seriously. :( :( :( Still watching Hi My Sweetheart, starting hunt in GT, sounding horn in MH, checking Twitter. Omg SB told me to sleep early. :( :( :( I am afraid later in the late night i am like a walking zombie! ZZ. Just realised that i am not in contact with many people. Like Gujuan, matt, naux, jeff(hahaha mainly Taqic. If any of you read this please say hi to me via sms or call!). EVEN HAIKAL, he is an asshole. So difficult to contact plus he has no money to go gai gai with me. Also W. Because he is uh-hum me. Zzz. Just hope that once school reopens i can catch up with Haikal. ;) SAD THING IS, i won't be coming down often to 64. But i must be grateful that i managed to spend the past 3 months with them. Muaha. BUT YAH, i said to Joohoe that we will study together for O's. Then we will both stone at the books. LOL. We can figure out what will happen.. He,"Eh this qn(a maths) how to do ah?" Me,"Don't know leh?" He,"OKAY SKIP." Omg i hope i have a better life. I WILL TURN IN SOON. The sun will be burning my ass later. :( Okay good mornights. :) xoxo, I wish I got you. Bye 2009. at 4:29 AM Bye 2009. :') 2009 has been a year that many things happened. Be it sad or what. I still love all of you. :) I still remember that i stayed at home last year because V was sick and we can't countdown. And honestly, i don't set new year resolutions. But as for 2010, i need to study hard for O's alr. I can't be slacking around anymore. :) The people i love more.. - This doesn't mean anything. I know there is a piece that is still somewhere inside me which i can't get it off. I need more time. And by all this doesn't mean that you stop befriend me. I didn't lie to you, i didn't. You think that i was a 2-timer that i was with _ and that i have a crush on you. You didn't gave me a chance to explain and you get away from me.
I'll say, enjoy the last day of 2009. Welcome 2010. I love you all that i find no words to describe. xoxo many! xoxo, I wish I got you. Wednesday, December 30, 2009
at 9:55 AMAm watching this drama nao. :)
- OKAY, before i start talking about this drama.. let me blog what i missed.! :) So yesterday was the 29th. Yeah, bad memories. Haunts me till now. BUT STILL, Dec 29th is my mum's birthday! :) SO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :D :D :D I gave her a hug and a kiss after years! I mean come on, i forgotten when was the last time i kiss her lah. :( felt so loved lor. ^^ went out with Gary and SB to City Square and er, we tio screen by FIVE policemen. Fuck. But we were fine lah. :) Walked around and took photos. Settle down at some ulu place then play daidi. Lol. Ooh, i finally bought my books for sec4. HAH. And fuck, look at the time now. I haven sleep okay? I've been watching Hi My Sweetheart from 5+ to now(not all the way lah, i FB a bit, read blogs a bit okay?). I seriously want to sleep lor. But walau. Fucking sian lah! I want to watch. :( EH EH, don't list me as one of those 64 fanatics! Arigato. :/ Okay lah, done with my blogging. Carry on with the drama! - If you're not those of drama watcher you can try watching Episode 4! That episode is reely reely good! :) Made me cry. I can't count how many tissue is on the desk now. Dammit. Hahaha! If you don't know what i am talking about, please refer to my Twitter like at the right side lah! >>> Some sentences from the drama. :) “我喜欢你,叫我惊世骇俗丑不拉叽香菇头。我喜欢你,一天打我八百次。我喜欢你念英文的声音。我喜欢你,喝醉酒要我背你回家。我喜欢你跳舞的样子。我喜欢你,你明明不是我心目中喜欢那样的女生可是。。。我就是喜欢你。” - If you want me list down why i like you, i can list as long as you want. “有人说你跟一个人在一起多久,你就会用那一样的时间来忘记他。” - So which means i will need 9 months to 2 years to forget him..? Is that so? Actually, why can't drama be like reality? Idk. BAH. Actually, if you give me a choice, i wouldn't want to forget you. But, the pain you gave me is so much that i wouldn't wanna remember. :'( Fuck, i kept telling my friends to move on, stop living in the past. But here i am contradicting myself. Wtf? SLAP ME LAH. I do have something to blog but, the post is getting wordy so please, check up my Twitter. :) xo you all. Luv. xoxo, I wish I got you. Sunday, December 27, 2009
at 9:20 PM-
Sup. ;) I will start blogging from the 23rd. ;) Went out in the evening to do up my nails + SB's too. $57 flew away. Yay. -_- In the future i think i'll just buy the fake nails and paste them on. Zzz. Okay, did our nails for 3 hours + and we departed ways. She went home and i went to class chalet. Met up with the others at E! hub and then watched the movie... Bodyguards & Assasins. Rating: 4.5/5! I cried okay, i cried hor. Hahaha! :) Then back to the chalet at around 2. Didn't ate lunch and dinner so i gulped the bbq food like pig. Talked to Hazel and stuff. :) Started to rain so we moved to the shelter and continue talking. Slept at around 5:30 and woke up 4 hours later to check out. It was raining like shit so we were all drenched by the time we reached downtown east. Went off alone after a lil' bit of breakfast. Headed to Geylang East to collect my contacts and home to bathe and nap. Woke up at 5:15 to do up myself for X'mas eve! Off to Orchard Cineleisure and ate at BBQ Chicken for dinner. Slacked around Cine and bought tix for Sherlock Holmes. Rating: 4/5! :) Then bought tix for Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 and went for supper. :) 16 of us went so.. it was a big big big group. Caught the movie and rating: 3.5/5. Movie ended near 5. Some went separate ways and mine went Mac. Some ate food and we went to catch bus home. :) Slacked @ SB's house and off for breakfast with Zhiqiang and Ben. Went home at 7:50am, remove make-up and slept. :) Woke up in the evening and went Daryl's house for housewarming. Sushi + alcohol. Some vomitted, some lan-ed, some slacked. In whole an "eventful" Christmas. :) Went home at 5. :) Stayed at 64 ytd and today. Ooh, i spent 1 hour on my bed to read back SMSes. Miss the times when we uses scissors-paper-stone to determine who to buy food, where to go, who can use the iTouch. And also see who see the most cheer-you-up shirts. Blah. I didn't forget them. I hope you didn't too. :') Okay done! xo. P/S: Fuck love. They screw friendships. xoxo, I wish I got you. Saturday, December 26, 2009
at 5:40 AMHi! ;)
Showing i am here only, thats all. I will blog later in the night or something.. HEE. Been out till morning and stuff. Christmas celebration @ Daryl's house for alchol party + sushi! All the drunkards and all the uh-hum. Whats with the world..? OKAY I WANT 2 BATHE BECAUSE I SMELL LIKE THE DOGS @ DARYL'S HOUSE. HAHAHA. Okay goodie mornights! xo. xoxo, I wish I got you. Monday, December 21, 2009
at 12:57 PMAll of me - Varsity
I heard a sad song playing on the radio About a girl who loves him But she never really let it show Outside the rain keeps falling down my window I'm crying inside, gotta see you tonight I understand and if somebody broke your heart before But it wasn't me who left the pieces laying on the floor But it's me who's out here in the rain knocking at your door Paying the price for all of his lies I'd write you a song but I can't find the words to say To tell you what's on my mind But even a symphony can't say what you mean to me So how can I, how can I give you All of me When all I get is half of you Now tell me what am I supposed to do If all I get is half of you If all you give is half of you Wanna be the reason that you never look for love again Baby girl, I wanna be your lover, your best friend How we gonna make it if you never gonna let me in What can I do to prove that my love is true I keep holding on for as long as this gonna take Until you realize (realize) Look in my eyes And I'll never let you be betrayed I'm not that guy, but how can I give you All of me When all I get is half of you Now tell me what am I supposed to do If all I get is half of you If all you give is half of you (I just can't help it) (I just can't help it) Now girl you got me locked up too many times Got me paying for somebody else's crime But how can love burn If it doesn't hurt I need more than this so how can I give All of me When all I get is half of you Now tell me what am I supposed to do If all I get is half of you How can I give you all of me (Half of you) When all I get is half of you Now tell me what am I supposed to do If all I get is half of you If all you give is half of you - Hah, fuck. I just remember i post this lyrics before. Zzz. Urgh nevermind. Very lazy to highlight but yeah. Its somewhere there. :) I only got to sleep 2 hours+ ah fuck. :( I wanted to nap but.. Zynga Poker luring me ah. Zzz. Going to accompany Toh eat mac later on. GG lah!! The stupid mission on Ghost Trappers so difficult! NNB!! :( Okay lah byebye :) xoxo, I wish I got you. Sunday, December 20, 2009
at 10:36 PM-
And so.. met Edwin in the afternoon for lunch at AMK hub :) Catch up and stuff. Hah. :) After that went arcade awhile then B2 for durian waffle.. because my scandal wants it. Went home with the intention of napping before Avatar since its a midnight movie.. but SB called and say she is heading to Bugis at 8. Wah neh neh. Chiong-ed my dinner and went out. 6 of us went they to meet up with Nai ge and Zhiqiang. Split into 2 groups; 1 to starbucks for coffee(supposedly older people but i joined them lah! *BUCKS LEH.), 1 to arcade. Jeremy, nai ge, zhiqiang and me went *bucks while Mun, Daryl, Pat, Toh, Jootong, SB to arcade. Slacked like siao then i went off first to arcade awhile. Lol. Played awhile then the other 3 came. Joohoe came to meet us after work then we walk to Iluma alr. Bought popcorn and stuff. 11 of us sat 2 rows lol. The fucken problem is.. : Why was i sitting beside Patrick when the whole of 64 knows if we stay together is equals to disaster?! Zzzzz. And sure enough, throughout the movie, we spammed crap okay. Theres this part about Eywa(sp.?) that lookalike jellyfish thingy.. zhiqiang(he sat beside me also) said,"Wah, god sial." then Pat asked me what he said, i repeated and he jitao laugh out loud. -_- This part when they wanna revive Grace and they were doing this dance, i was dancing happily while watching them dancing. Pat laughed like shit also. I guarantee we were one of the people in the theatre laughing our ass off and laughing damn loud (Y). Avatar is indeed a great movie. Really can see the 14 years of effort lah! I don't really enjoy this kind of movie but with the accompany, i swear it was damn damn damn nice! 5/5 ratings hor! :) After movie all of us excluding the Yeo's walked to Geylang for taohuay. Walked home again. Slept at 5:45am and i woke up at 7:35pm. Cool or cool? :D Stayed home, and yah, i ate breakfast with Pat today morning at near 6. (Y) Slept at 7am and woke up at 5+. SB came my house to comtemplate the clothing to wear for X'mas eve.. so we decided to stop by Bugis tomorrow for some shopping time. Hoping to stop by Orchard for the sales there also. So if you're lucky, see me at either the 2 places okay? :) xo! :) - I know we don't talk much, and sometimes we even walk right past each other without saying one word. But then there's those times when our eyes meet and I know deep down, you're missing me as much as I'm missing you. That's what I live for. - Years from now, I won't remember every day, or the things that made us laugh so hard until our stomachs hurt. But I'll always remember that they were the ones that were there, always. - I hope someday you'll find all my quotes, all my words, and read them all. I hope you'll know that they're about you, and when you read them, I hope that at least a single tear will run down your pretty face. xoxo, I wish I got you. at 4:09 AM ZZZZZ.
Am trying to blog from 8+ till now. Seriously idk what i've been doing. Just got the camera from SB so i can upload the photos to my com(Ya at this stupid timing). Still thinking of eating breakfast later on with Pat and stuff. Wanted to order Mac but.. NOOOOO :( zz. Going to get my photos uploaded alr. Bye :) xoxo, I wish I got you. Friday, December 18, 2009
Self-type lyrics hor :O at 7:08 PMGoodbye My Love - 8Eight I love you Hello, have you been okay? Is your face cute like before? A bit of my late regards and our late parting, I put into writing. [Rap]Won't you ask me why I send you a letter? A message to someone's homepage is more common Holding my pen, maybe I won't be able to express my feelings right I feel like I can't do this in another way It was very hard when I loved you Nothing could ever be like I wished I promised myself that I wouldn't bother you again Even if I wait until i die, you won't come Goodbye my love, I'll send you off now The memories and remembrances, I'll forget them all I'll erase and erase and remove any mark of love From my heart [Rap]They say that if bodies separate, hearts separate too That's pointless to me, it's all lies As time goes by, every day I get more tired Everyday I ask myself if we can't go back I could squeeze my longing heart and scream out, but you won't listen At the end of our memories, after I got conscious of our break-up I send you off of my heart, goodbye Goodbye my love, I'll send you off now The memories and remembrances, I'll forget them all I'll erase and erase and remove any mark of love From my heart If time kept passing I thought I would forget you Again and Again You keep getting into my heart No, my love, I can't send you off You, you, I should forget you Even if I erase and erase, I think you're the only one for me I'm sorry - Anyone has this song? ._. I wannnnntttt. Haha. xoxo, I wish I got you. So when we were getting bored.. at 3:32 AM So i got bored while Jarren was dozing off... - So.. more and more webcamwhore pictures. :/ Fuck it is 4:04AM nao. Not so much of nostalgia mode tonight. Hahaha. Maybe is because i have a laptop by myself because that asshole is talking on the phone and dozing off. -_- Dammit. I caught up with Bleach.. gonna watch One piece next which is only 3 episodes.. then 1 episode of K.O 3anguo.. then fuck, what should i watch? Zhiqiang told me that the new Taiwan Idol drama show not bad.. maybe gonna watch it. Jarren's mum is sweet by offerring to help me make milk in the middle of the night. So sweet lolol. Still unsure about tomorrow's lunch treat with Edwin though. Neeway.. i fucken have infection. Neh neh pok. I need alcoholllll. Boohoo. Need to trim my hair leh. Si liao. :( :( :( Tomorrow night for Avatar.. :O Okay i go play game with pk alr. Byebye :) :) :) So.. ending this post with.. xo! :) xoxo, I wish I got you. |
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