Strumming Some Heartstrings.

So i shall stop being your doll and stop letting things to happen that benefits you.

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H-h-h-h-hello! :) Wanted to blog yesterday midnight.. but i think i was getting sleepy very fast, so i didn't manage to. :) Okay, i met the others at 6:30. I was the last, so am i supposed to feel honored or something? :D But when we reached we waited for like 2 hours lor. So whats the difference if i came earlier or later. Hahaha. Initially played daidi, but more wanted to join in so we opened up to play murderer. 14 people played. :) So reached and we rehearsed. When Zheng laoshi turned back can see me. I did hand signal saying,"I-love-you~" He immediately,"*vomits* Hahahahaha!" Idiot leh. But i still love him. Hahaha.

Then saw Joanne(every CNY will come my house bai nian). On the way back school raped juniors. :x Sat Cristal dad's car home. Reached home use com and bathe, went to Smallbear's house at 1. Saw tianhong sleeping there drunk. :O Then went to the living room to gossip with Smallbear. Suddenly we heard tianhong crying.

Smallbear,"Eh, whats that sound?"
Me,"Don't know leh, like laughing like that."
Joohoe,"Eh, to me like crying liao."
Me and Smallbear,"Shit!"
-run to the door-
Smallbear,"Crying sia.."
): Tianhong relax okay!
Me still love you as a friend :)

Zhiqiang came and we went to eat supper. Shit. If i do this almost everyday i will become fat lor. All the oil. :/ Ate banana prata and cheese egg prata. Lol. Walked back and bought bacardi breezer to drink. Nehnehpok zhiqiang say he want see me cry then i can join tianhong. Cb right this guy. :D Went to smallbear's house to slack awhile then went home at around 4. :) Slept with my heart pounding and face red lor. Nb.

Boo, no date today. ._. Maybe a date at Smallbear's house with 64? Haha. xoxo.

I shall stop being your doll and that you think you can play with me. I will delete everything about you that i think of. I hope you suffer more than i do, muthafucka. _l_

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Twenty years from now, I am going to look back and remember that there were those few people who could turn every frown into a smile in a few simple words. Those people who lifted my head when I was losing faith in myself. Those few people who carried tears on their shoulders after every fight, every break up, every death. The people who always knew what I was feeling by the look on my face. The few who accepted who I was when everyone else laughed in my face. Those people that accepted every decision I made believing that I’d make the right decisions. The few who knew who I really was. Those people that made the biggest difference in my life. The ones who were my strength through hard times. My best friends.

Boy: What's your biggest fantasy?
Girl: To be kissed in the rain. How about you?
Boy: To be the one kissing you in the rain.

Be lucky to have him as a friend, 'cause if you and him date and then break up, that friendship will never be the same. And in those months, you don't have him as a friend, those will be the months you need him the most, and you won't have him. He's a great friend, so don't wish for more than you have, 'cause you have it better than anyone to have him me your best friend.