Yeah nope, i know i have ______, but i need ______ too(Fill in the damn blanks muthafucka!).

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Just a quick one before i get to bed! Extended curriculum - BOREDOM MUCH. FUCK. Fucking sian you know! :( Only way to get through it is to gossip to Hazel, gossip with Jarr, complaining to Haikal and maybe the whole day watching videos about SS and Hist. (Y)

Yeah what? Wednesday = Fucken CO. Hi hi i been wanting to quit for months. (Y) Shucks school is ending at 130, means i can't be late alr! Nb! D:

Hah fuck, life is trash now. I am NOT loving it, in any bits. Just kill me, tyvm. Stop playing guessing games with me and joke with me, you(s) know i dislike jokes and guessing games. So stop it before hmm yeah, something happen. HAH threaten siol. -.- Oh on a side note, LEE MIN HO SMOKES AND I AM EMO. :(

If thats what you call happy, then go ahead, because i think i am just nothing tad big for you. :)

If you wanna continue to hide whats in you, then please rip it off. I am tired of being a _____ _____ in front of you and _____ _____ you.

Fucking gonna update ______ in a few days.. if i am feeling well for it. I want to cry out loud. Ha-ha.

I realised i love to play fill-in-the-blanks game. Nope, i am supposed to.

Bought cosmetics here(Etude House)! :) I got a damn poster of him muahaha <3. Who say he sucks will get a tight slap from me. HAHAHA.

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Oohkay, met Jeremy, Ben and Zhiqiang at 64 for lunch. Waited damn long for the bus. And Zhi Qiang used Ben's ez-link card, Ben used mine, i used coins. (Y). Went Chomp Chomp Food Centre to eat food :) Cockles, satay, stingray, drumlets, satay beehoon, popiah, hokkien mee, 3 super big glass of sugarcane and 1 small glass of grass jelly - what the table of 4 have. :D I ate a total of $10.50, and Ben won the competition by spending $14. :)

Jeremy and Ben pangseh-ed us so left the 2 of us watching Poker King at cine. Supposingly watching the 9.25PM slot one, we booked at 7:50, fuck shit only left 1st row! We didn't want to end up watching nothing then head home.. so we watched the 11:50 slot one. -_- Went to walk the whole of Orchard. LOL. Went ion, and he lent me 100 bucks to spend. HAHA. He is a bastard i swear. "Aiya, just buy lah. No need think. You have MONEY." Fuck you, the money also need return you what. -_-

Wanted to buy one pair of heels @ Rubi, but it closed when we finish our drink @ Starbucks. This time round is Caramel Frappucino! :) Ohyah, he said i can say 'Fuck' more than 100 a day. I replied, "Siao ah, 100?! Around 50 lah." Then he say,"Okay lor, from now onwards we count how many 'Fuck' you say until we reach home." "Set lah!" Ya so in the end i said like 60 Fucks in 7 hours. GREAT. I really don't know how i did it. D: He is a bastard by tempting me to scold him. -.-

Watched our movie, 4/5 :) Then cabbed home straight after movie. Ohya, i played House Of The Dead 4 before heading for movie, i was so scared to lao kui because got a lot of people stare at me. :( When i play at Bugis also no one stare. Wth. Then the gun aim funny funny one. D: D: D: Died at stage 2 boss by the small pathetic spider. Stupid gun! ): Erzi we go play again, i found some shortcut! :D

Stayed at home today. Blah. Weekend past so quickly, tomorrow is school again. Suck. Okay lah, tata. :)

The first guy friend i ever teared for, you get me? You should hack into my Twitter account and read my tweets for you.

Okay, didn't have time to update the past 2 days.
Tired and tired. :)

Heh, i think my hair very cool. :D Although people don't know whats with this hair.. but ya who cares. :) The stylist who cut my hair very cute. HAHA. Lex, 23! Pity he is Malaysian. Aww. Hah. Been hanging out with 64 these few days too. Like yay, after so long of not contacting all this, seems like heading back to primary school days. :)

Bah, my foot is not that okay yet! Still pain. But hmm, can walk normal speed with that little pain :) Hee. Oooooh, me wanna waste this hols by working flexi hours. Who have lobanggggggggg? :/ Feeling so irritated wasting money but not earning money. The feeling damn cb. ._.

Something's been hanging in my mind nowadays. Some of the friends know about this. Fuck lah, where is Haikal. :( :( :(

Going to have a date with Terry Ng Zhi Qiang later on like after 5 years of knowing each other. LOL. Poker king poker king poker king. :)

Hee byebye :)

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I love you
its as simple as that
no pretty words
or long poems
that's it, I love you
and I hope that's enough for you
-credit; quote_love219

"Maybe there isn't any such thing as good friends or bad friends, maybe there are just friends. People who stand by you when you're hurt and help you feel not so lonely, maybe they're always worth being scared for, hoping for, and living for; maybe worth dying for too, if that's what has to be. No good friends, no bad friends, only people you want, need to be with you, people who build their houses in your heart."
- Stephen King

"We are not the same person this year as last; nor are those we love. It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person."

— W. Somerset Maugham

You know I miss you, but I don't want to miss you if it's not mutual. I think about you every day and I'm scared I'm not even crossing your mind.

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(Retyping and retyping. THANKS BLOGGER.)
Yesterday, i wrote "< /3" on my hand and Peiwen went,"EH WHATS WITH THIS SIGN DOING HERE? GOT THING HAPPEN UH?! TELL ME HOR!!" Not that exaggerate though, but its around there. Erzi why you so cute? :)

Haikal is starting work this Friday which means no more weekends outing with me. Oh fuck. What am i going to spend the weekend on? Erzi, lets rely each other. LOL. Oh yah, the extended curriculum is fucked. :) I really can't stand YJ's voice. Argh, trying not to add any comments to void unwanted attention. If only normal school days we're allowed to come school at 8, i will love Manjusri, FOR ONCE. Imagine bathing in the morning and still having 15 mins + to use the com? Mad shiok.

I am going to cut hair for FREE tomorrow. Was scared though but sister said that the stylist is pro so.. i hope nothing happen for the bad. :/ Oh fuck, i want to get nail art! Only like early december. :( :( :( I've been deciding left or right ear to pierce helix. -.- Ooh i want a navel piercing too.. but why are they so expensive!? And Haikal say if i have a tattoo he will stop talking to me. Omg, i can't imagine me doing things i didn't approve doing. Good step huh.

Btw, i borrowed PS. I Love You from the library.. Gonna finish by next week so i can still get the New Moon from Jarren, BECAUSE SHE IS LIKE SO BUSY. Difficult to see her in the hols.
Bah, long post for the night. :)

Signing off, love.

So what am i hoping for? The wishes of you popping up at my back door. Fuck.